Setting here listening to Christian Rock. Looking over my life at the moment. I know beyond a doubt God is here with us. I have lived through many of his miracle first hand myself. If it was not for him I would not be the person, wife, and mother I am today.
  I sit here thinking about where our country(USA) could be heading it makes me sad to a point. But I turn to my faith and knowledge of  my own past personal experiences. I know that even if the world falls down around us God will get us through. God has never abandoned me. Not once.
  15 yrs. old and suicidal and I thought alone and he was there. He saved me when what I took that night should of killed me. Then again almost 11 yrs. later at the age of 25 almost 26 he saved me again. The docs said I and my baby girl who was still inside me would not survive the night. But we did. Mariah my 15 yr. old daughter is proof that miracles can happen. Then at 27 yrs. of age I met a stranger in a church that did not know me. With a touch and a prayer sent from God I over came my past. All my heart break of a taken childhood do to being abused in so many ways and anger I was holding on to because of it was taken away that night. After 11 yrs. of being a reborn child of God I finally felt his touch and understood that the answer was to give it all to Jesus. My life started to change in so many ways since then. Through all God did for me since that night I tried to take my own life at 15 I came to understand that I was never alone. That when my father threw me into a door when I was 7 that Jesus was there holding me. When a much older family member took my innocence the 1st time when I was 2 and many times after that Jesus was there holding me. That he was there for me through all the abuse. All the beatings I took. He was there also when my father said to me I am sorry for the father I was. He was there to help me as I fought to forgive him. He has been there when I fought to forgive those who abused me that are either not sorry or in denial that they ever did so. He has taught me how to pray for them. He has shown me how my father became the man he was until about a yr. and half before he died. My father passed away as a reborn child of God. His last words were I see Jesus, =)  Was told after our last lose of a baby that we could not have anymore and that another pregnancy would kill me. July of 2012 God gave us a baby girl and after a rough pregnancy and rough delivery that ended n a C-section I to survived.  At the time of her birth finances we starting to look down. a week after her birth she became ill do to a bad infection she had been born with they believe. But our baby girl survived. It was during that hospital stay that my hubby was informed that there was a job opening at the hospital that was perfect foe him. He got the job. It meant he got to switch shifts so that he could/can spend more time with his children and much better pay. No more just getting by.. Some times God's miracle or blessings come from the strangest places. Our daughter got better and because of that hospital stay our financial lives changed. We are now in better financial shape than we ever have been, not rich. But dong much better in that way. But we know beyond a doubt God was at work there.
      God has been there with all my loses. My father, a close friend who past when I was only 18 from cancer, 6 baby angels, my mother-n-law.
     He was there for me and my mom when my one brother who had made bad choices for his life fought for his life. He was even there for my brother who against the odds survived. Which the docs even say is a miracle.
      Yes, I have seen people who's lives seem to always be catching up with them and all seems to fall apart. But the one common thing they have is no faith in God/Jesus or they have doubt.
   True faith has no doubt.
   I have faith that matter what happen to this countries future God will not abandon his children.
   As for ones that think he has. Watch the ones who truly have faith. Watch those who do not. A true child of God, not one who just claims to be will find away to weather the storm no matter what. One who has faith does not worry about their future. One who has true faith fears nothing. For through God/Jesus there is nothing to fear. For a true believer gives their life and soul to God. Death to this life is not the worse thing to face. The worse thing is to not choose God. For only through God can one have eternal life. Knowing that with God one is given eternal life if one chooses God there is no death to fear. Because our true self/ our soul can not die. Through God I fear nothing. Through my past I know I know through God I can handle anything that comes my way. Even death to this life. Even when inevitably another one of my loved one leaves this life. Even the lose of my 6 unborn children who now live in heaven. For I know someday we will meet at heaven's gates.
 Also for me I also refer to God as my father in my every day life at this point. I now understand I have two fathers in life. God the father in heaven. Then there is the father he gave me to here on earth to raise me and take care of me as a child. The first one is always there no mater what.
  So my advice to all is run to God in good and bad times. As our country may be getting ready to face some really hard times. I will tell others have faith turn to God and he will get you through this.